I'm really sorry to hear about your cousin. I know I said that in the other thread, but it is worth saying again.
I have lost two members of my family to cancer, and it is not easy. One thing I will say is something a friend told me when a relative died of cancer.
I can't remember the exact words, but basically, although you will never forget your cousin, the grief you are feeling now will reduce so you can live with it. Then, you will remember the good times.
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