timewarrior2001

2 weeks on and I am still feeling like crap.

All my blood tests were negative including the rheumatoid arthritis ones, which I am extremely glad about.

Doc is thinking of upping my intake of drugs and or swapping to another drug.
Work are hassling and bullying me, or rather are trying to, all thats happemning is they are ****ing me off and making me think about quitting without working my notice.....or just not ever going back and getting another job. I've even gone as far as drafting an official complaint about their behaviour.

I think i'm not far from a nervous breakdown, to put it bluntly I dont give a **** about anything and I cant be arsed most of the time. The most "human" I have been this last week was just now when I apologised to Russ's GF for my previous comments!

I just feel like I'm going through the notions, as if I was miming my way through the days at the moment. Kinda scary really.
The medication is making my head spin and spacing me out and I'm throwing up just about everyday. As you can see life is just ticketyboo right now.