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allieyoung666 · 11-04-2005, 07:52

Love is hard, the first time I did an overdose was over a boy, I felt pretty hurt and abused as he only used my as he found out that my parents were loaded, so he took me for a ride. Thats what triggered my depression off.
Yeah the drugs only work for some time, but then those old demons come back to haunt you. I even branched out and did my RMN, to see their view on mental health. But these guys are stuck behind a mountain of paperwork, as I found out during my training and red tape that they cannot do their job properly which is a shame. I have even had ECT when I was 18 as they thought I needed an adjustment in my brain, but all that did was make me worse. I have been sectioned for 6 months, but all that did was make me stew in my own juice. I have had group/ single councilling, but it does not work and it hurts big style. I have od on various occasions, but never worked. I have even attacked the one I love, but he will not tell anyone as it will get me locked up for good.
Work are cool they never give me long term contracts as I get fed up of being stuck in one place, infact these guys are the best company I have ever worked for, they give me breathing space when I need it.
Kronas if you ever need to talk Im here. Just PM me and it will be confidential okies. If I can help you I will.

11-04-2005, 07:52	#53
allieyoung666 Permanently Banned Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Barry Island Age: 51 Services: whats that?? Posts: 1,731	Re: Stress & Depression Biggest Cause of Sickies Love is hard, the first time I did an overdose was over a boy, I felt pretty hurt and abused as he only used my as he found out that my parents were loaded, so he took me for a ride. Thats what triggered my depression off. Yeah the drugs only work for some time, but then those old demons come back to haunt you. I even branched out and did my RMN, to see their view on mental health. But these guys are stuck behind a mountain of paperwork, as I found out during my training and red tape that they cannot do their job properly which is a shame. I have even had ECT when I was 18 as they thought I needed an adjustment in my brain, but all that did was make me worse. I have been sectioned for 6 months, but all that did was make me stew in my own juice. I have had group/ single councilling, but it does not work and it hurts big style. I have od on various occasions, but never worked. I have even attacked the one I love, but he will not tell anyone as it will get me locked up for good. Work are cool they never give me long term contracts as I get fed up of being stuck in one place, infact these guys are the best company I have ever worked for, they give me breathing space when I need it. Kronas if you ever need to talk Im here. Just PM me and it will be confidential okies. If I can help you I will.