[Jaymoss]

She has been sat in chair on a drip all night. They turned the lights off at 2am. She still feels rough on pain killers . I am not coping with the stress at all

The reason I am so worked up is because when she told me yesterday she said the words "I have never felt so ill in my life" and she come close to death due to 2 incidents where she bled out after giving birth and earlier this year a friend of mine was admitted into hospital with an infection 3 days later she was dead from sepsis and the last words she said to me were "I have never felt so ill in my life" so I am spiralling in an almost constant mild panic attack