[Jaymoss]

I think I understand how those who commit school shootings felt before they acted because I have felt like that too

I was bullied really badly at school both physically and emotionally and I was physically abused by my mother. By the time I hit 13 my metal state was bad I was glue sniffing most days if not that anti perspirant cans in car parks.

I was thinking about it this morning and I remembered how I used to fantasise about shooting those at the school who bullied me most and at the time I wanted that revenge. At this point in my thoughts I realised shit this must be something like they felt . I went cold all I can do is thank God I had no access to guns because who knows what might have happened. Scary thoughts

So I guess my hate today is that people did back then and still today think it is ok to bully others. They have no idea the psychological damage they are doing and it is awful