[Halcyon]

Thankyou. My employer is arranging counselling for me so hopefully that will help.
It is now when I leave work, am on my own and start to over think things that it then gets even more out of control.

I used to wake up around my children, now I am no where near them. I am no longer in my home. Everything familiar to me has gone.


I am so tired and at the point where I question whether to keep going.
Maybe I need to man up but right now I don't have the strength.


I will try and get a doctors appoitnment as yesterday I got cut off after waiting half an hour.