I was just thinking this morning what a difference an illness can make to someones life in a short period of time. When I was working I used to have to make decisions on whether a customer had a valid complaint now my decisions seem to be will I have a tea or not

Hopefully one day I will be able to return to work as what I find I miss the most is company. What has surprised me the most is people seem to judge me different now I am no longer working sad but true. I feel like shouting I'm not lazy I've worked most of my life the reason I'm not working at the moment is quite frankly none of your business Oh how I wish I had the guts to say that when they ask why are you no longer working or it's all right for some.