Confirmation class four tonight.  Group tomorrow.  Things are on the whole quite good 

 - I see some stuff with a clarity than I used to (ironically enough 

).
I believe this quote sums it up :-
Once I knew only darkness and stillness. My life was without past or  future. But a little word from the fingers of another fell into my hand  that clutched at emptiness and my heart leaped to the rapture of living.