[peanut]

I'd like to know how some find God when the odds are against them. When things go really tits up they believe or find something out of nowhere. If logic applied there then they'd go the other way even more.

Ok the odds seems to be stacked against myself, it's these times where I find the terms 'it's God will or it's a test' totally condescending.

Too impossible to figure out, maybe that's the trouble I don't know.