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Originally Posted by Central
I cant stop crying at the min. No idea what bought it on either
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it happens..
if you want to cry then cry, no-one's going to judge you for it. well not on here anyway.
I've totally been there with depression, I just find it best to occupy myself with something other than my thoughts
about me, why I wasted so many years of my life, etc. - my Dad died when I was little, and he was my motivation. Shortly after my nan died too.
(Mum got really depressed and has since had ect - she can't remember a lot of stuff, including having the treatment - although it has to be said, it worked.) I flunked school, no-one pushed me, no-one cared that I was bunking lessons every day...
I am very lucky to have a job now, and a husband who knows how hard it is for me to actually get out of bed every day & get to and do my job
(I'm antisocial, and though still depressed am not taking meds as we're trying to concieve - have pcos though), so is often with me at my job to support me. I have two cats, and my few friends don't live nearby so thank goodness for the internet. Unfortunately this often results in comfort eating - while working in a shop is not a good combination!
Anyway, sorry for rambling, I just wanted to tell you that things will get better. You will get through this, and there is no shame in crying. I still bawl sometimes especially when I really have to force myself to do something - like go to work, or go down town on a bus! Sometimes even for 'no reason'...
