Hi Nidge, Sorry to hear the news mate but you`ve certainly got the right attitude towards it to beat it!
**** it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It`s NOT going to beat me.
Thats the attitude that i had when i was diagnosed with Hodgkins and i beat it as well. You must stay POSITIVE.
You must not give up smoking if you are to under go Radio Or Chemotherapy as this will weaken your body`s defences as your immune system will be weakened anyway. I know that sounds a really bad thing to say to you but that is what i was told.
Pm me anytime mate and i`ll even send you my MSN username so we can chat if you like.

You take it easy now bud.
Neil.