I think it's safe to say that everyone on here's going to be rooting for you Nidge
As has already been said (and it sounds like you are anyway), you'll have to try and remain positive, although I think we'd all appreciate that it's not the easiest thing in the world.
I know dilli's already offered his ear, as I think we all would if it was wanted but, as Coggy said, I hope you have someone 'close' to you as well.
All the best mate, and fingers crossed for you
