Nidge

I've just been diagnosed with prostrate cancer, after years of suffering with going to the toilet in the middle of the night, wetting myself in a rush to get to the toilet, pain in my lower gut and lower back they have finally found out what the problem was?

Last week I went to the doctors and told him I'd had enough of the suffering and I wanted something doing about it, I told him about the amount of blood tests I've had in previous years all came back negative.

The doctor did another test on Friday last week but asked the hospital for more screening to be bone on the blood.

Today I've been back to see the doctor and he gave me the ***** news that I had prostrate cancer. I asked him what the treatment was (if there was any)? He said we'll have to see if it's contained in your prostrate and not spread to any other part of your body, FFS I just slumped in the chair I couldn't move, I just looked out of the window. I asked him if it's usual for it to spread? He said it all depends how long you've been suffering with the symptoms. Well I've been suffering for over 4 years with going to the toilet in the middle of the night etc etc so it's likely to have spread then?? He said I'm afraid so but we'll not know until we do an MRI scan and have a look at the whole of your body.

He said I see you look after yourself, your in good shape and your diet is good so your in with a chance that it's not spread any further.

I'm sat here not knowing what to do, which way to turn or which way to run.