[kronas]

Originally Posted by dilligaf1701

Having said that - since you asked - I've already said what I think, and -despite your opinions to the contrary- well over %90 of your posts in the last few months have more or less proved my opinion (and i note that at least one other person has picked up on it in a post too). But unless you see it in yourself then you won't understand this.

and that is ?

Originally Posted by Nikko

I don't know you, Kronas - but such as I have seen of your input on here, you have a lot to offer. Tomorrow is another day mate - sleep on it.

"you have a lot to offer" i dont know what that is, being useful ?


you pretty much summed it up in the previous points you made (which i ommited because of a long post but are still commented on)

Originally Posted by MovedGoalPosts

I'm not really sure what to read into your post, but I don't think your currently firing on all cylinders. That's a shame since last weekend your were clearly buzzng with excitment haveing seen your idol in close quarters.

yes you could say i was, you saw a marked improvement, noticed it myself, i even became so sociable like my realself with others (offline) in terms of i actually talked about aspects that concerned me about others, even though it caused a distancing on freindship........it made me feel better.....

and you have to admit, its quite sad the way im fanatical about someone who i dont know, but appreciate lyrical and vocal talents, even so its borderline on being 'sad' (if not being sad)

Originally Posted by MovedGoalPosts

Yes you belong here, and you know you will get some level of response to posts, especially about her, if only because some delight in taking the michael (including me - but I hope you recognise that that is usually done by most posters with some levity).

i know that, it doesent bother me really, its just me being too analytical, unfortunately telling the truh is habitual for me..........

Originally Posted by MovedGoalPosts

I can only suggest that you get away from it all if you can. The computer and particularly forums may seem like your point of sanity, but is it?. Summer is coming. Get out there and enjoy it.

i keep relative sanity (at times) but there is nothing to do out there around me..

i only post stuff like this on here because i scratch my head thinking on what to do..........i could keep it locked inside and effect my health even more (been there)

ive read everything, and i still cant find a way out.........

ill give you an example.........

your in the middle of a room, there are 4 doors one on each wall, you open door number 1.... when you open it all you see is pitch black darkness........basically its a seemingly endless pit of nothing you just keep falling, full of uncertanty on when you will land (if you do)

door number 2, your freinds are there, so what do we have here........not really freinds if they backstab you, ignore you, talk about there own problems all the time, talk about the same things all the time, dont bother contacting you until there is a problem that i can help with.......

door number 3, ah yes the obligatory 'advice' section they give you, seemingly repeated by everyone who then analyses you inturn and thinks your a lazy idiot..........oh yeh and the religious aspect of trying to draw you in when your vunerable, quite amusing aspect is also whne others dont talk you seriously on your views about things, its always kronas being last at everything..........

door number 4 yep being at home, boring.........repetative.......non productive.........apart from being on the forum........when i hope to type to people about various things........looking for work........trying to get work....looking at all areas of work, i dont even know what id liek to do, so more uncertainty there!

so you see very simple eh ?