Hi Kronas sorry that you have some probs
you know we all get them from time to time,and it does help to talk,I have missed your posting
I am new to this site but you can even PM me if it will help
Most things can be worked out you just need to trust someone,its dark at the bottom but they is a light at the top,you need someone to hold the rope so you can climb out,trust me on that I have been they and its ****