kronie, i think we have shown here and in pm that people here care about you a lot.... i would recommend, as keyser. says maybe talking to the samaratians, they are trained and they are good.... or call sociable, he is a fantastic guy and a great listener....
just remember that you may feel like your at rock bottom, but you can get better...i think every person on this site would admit to having hit rock bottom at one time or another, for various reasons (some more times than others) but we all got out of it, and you will too
