Kronas there are times when everything seems to go wrong and nothing you can do seems to help. Its hard but always remember there is nothing in this world that is worth the loss of your life. Its always better if you share you fears, worries or feelings. You have many friends on here and in real life let them help if you prefer your real life friends not to know what is going through your mind now talk to one on here who can help. We all feel for you when things are down sleep is hard for loads of people when they have stress, or loss but it does get better.