Re: you know........
 

Have you been taking something ..... :erm:

;)

Re: you know........
 

I'm not really sure what to read into your post, but I don't think your currently firing on all cylinders. That's a shame since last weekend your were clearly buzzng with excitment haveing seen your idol in close quarters.

Yes you belong here, and you know you will get some level of response to posts, especially about her, if only because some delight in taking the michael (including me - but I hope you recognise that that is usually done by most posters with some levity).

I can only suggest that you get away from it all if you can. The computer and particularly forums may seem like your point of sanity, but is it?. Summer is coming. Get out there and enjoy it.

Re: you know........
 

I think he has taken a small step back in life and is analysing his feelings.

We all do it. Who are we? What are we? What's it all about?

We look to our peers - what others are doing - we make comparisons.

Different moods affect our analysis.


I don't know you, Kronas - but such as I have seen of your input on here, you have a lot to offer. Tomorrow is another day mate - sleep on it.

Re: you know........
 

Sorry if i appear blunt here.

Same old **** again.

If your feeling down again try reading this thread found here

Plenty of top advice there.

;)

Re: you know........
 

I'm sure you've heard the expression 'Be careful what you wish for - you just may get it' - this post falls squarely in that catagory.

I'm sure you don't really WANT people to be %100 honest about you.

Having said that - since you asked - I've already said what I think, and -despite your opinions to the contrary- well over %90 of your posts in the last few months have more or less proved my opinion (and i note that at least one other person has picked up on it in a post too). But unless you see it in yourself then you won't understand this.

At the same time - I don't see it as a problem - or you as annoying. So I wouldn't worry about annoying other people - just keep doing what you are doing and chill out.

Re: [merged] what to do (etc .....)
 

and that is ?

"you have a lot to offer" i dont know what that is, being useful ?


you pretty much summed it up in the previous points you made (which i ommited because of a long post but are still commented on)

yes you could say i was, you saw a marked improvement, noticed it myself, i even became so sociable like my realself with others (offline) in terms of i actually talked about aspects that concerned me about others, even though it caused a distancing on freindship........it made me feel better.....

and you have to admit, its quite sad the way im fanatical about someone who i dont know, but appreciate lyrical and vocal talents, even so its borderline on being 'sad' (if not being sad)

i know that, it doesent bother me really, its just me being too analytical, unfortunately telling the truh is habitual for me..........


i keep relative sanity (at times) but there is nothing to do out there around me..

i only post stuff like this on here because i scratch my head thinking on what to do..........i could keep it locked inside and effect my health even more (been there)

ive read everything, and i still cant find a way out.........

ill give you an example.........

your in the middle of a room, there are 4 doors one on each wall, you open door number 1.... when you open it all you see is pitch black darkness........basically its a seemingly endless pit of nothing you just keep falling, full of uncertanty on when you will land (if you do)

door number 2, your freinds are there, so what do we have here........not really freinds if they backstab you, ignore you, talk about there own problems all the time, talk about the same things all the time, dont bother contacting you until there is a problem that i can help with.......

door number 3, ah yes the obligatory 'advice' section they give you, seemingly repeated by everyone who then analyses you inturn and thinks your a lazy idiot..........oh yeh and the religious aspect of trying to draw you in when your vunerable, quite amusing aspect is also whne others dont talk you seriously on your views about things, its always kronas being last at everything..........

door number 4 yep being at home, boring.........repetative.......non productive.........apart from being on the forum........when i hope to type to people about various things........looking for work........trying to get work....looking at all areas of work, i dont even know what id liek to do, so more uncertainty there!

so you see very simple eh ?

Re: [merged] what to do (etc .....)
 

Existential Angst.

http://www.tc.umn.edu/~parkx032/O-ANGST.html

Learning to know anxiety is an adventure
which every man has to affront if he would not go to perdition
either by not having known anxiety or by sinking under it.
He therefore who has leaned rightly to be in anxiety
has learned the most important thing.

†â€ÂÂÂ�SÃÃâ€*â⠂¬â„¢ÃƒÆ’‚¸ren Kierkegaard in 1844

Re: [merged] what to do (etc .....)
 

some of that i can relate to..........

:tu:

EDIT:

this description is perfect..

thanks zendawn interesting link...........

Re: [merged] what to do (etc .....)
 

....something I'm not prepared to discuss on the board! If you want my honest opinion then I suggest you pm me - if not then you can leave it at that.

p.s. sorry about taking so long to reply - I've just got in from work. I forgot to take my wireless card with me today so no internet :(